Passion. I am in desperate need for some passion in my life. I haven't had any it feels like for the past 2 years. But, suddenly, it is like I am alive again and I am ready to not only face the world but run to it.
I'm excited to live life and do things that make me truly happy.
If you think you can bring passion and desire into my life then I think we should talk.
Sometimes I think I know myself too well. I have a high octane mind that needs constant stimulation. If I can not pry open the head of someone else and devour the millions of ideas flying through it then I devour my own from the inside out.
I love to laugh and make other people laugh. I can always see the bright side of things and view it as a "cup half full". But, I am aware of the negative side and I am almost always capable of finding a happy balance between the two.
I like to believe that I am witty and brilliant. But my wit usually shows up about 20 minutes after the time it was sorely needed.
I am a cuddle whore. I will sell myself for cuddles any day. To be a part of my life you must be comfortable with cuddles and snuggles. I am a very affectionate person and quite freely use the words "love" in regards to people and actions. It's never a lie.
I am looking for someone that is stimulating, intelligent and sexy. (Sexy does not necessarily mean physically fit).
I am always looking for spiritually inclined people to broaden my network with.
I am into kink and mild bdsm. I am not looking for a daddy or a dom or anything like that but if you are someone in the kink scene then that is a plus for me. If you're not and interested in something more than friendship with me then you do need to be open to trying.
As edited by someone who knew me well:
Charming at first, she is one of those people who slowly unveil their complexity and depth as you get to know them. she makes a good first impression with her unparalleled cuteness and demure and polite presence. this only grows as you peel back the layers of her personality, revealing a kind soul and a present intellect; a sly wit and a sharp tongue. dig deeper still and you will find a heart of gold: one of those rare people who will help you or scold you, but love you with everything that she is.
I want to become a service animal trainer and train rescue dogs to assist soldiers suffering from PTSD.
To go to school for this I will eventually have to leave Canada. Probably in the next 2 years. This means I am not looking for anything long term, at all. Sorry to all the lifers out there~
If you don't like bully dogs, then we won't like each other.
I also currently spend my life playing video games, reading books, writing stories and laughing.
Building energy shields around myself and belongings.
Battling demons in my dreams.
Apparently my open honesty to almost anything is rather surprising to people.
Mercedes Lackey, Karen Miller, Robert Jordan, Piers Anthony, Jean M. Auel, Naomi Novik, Tanya Huff, Jim Butcher and Sara Douglas. I read mostly fantasy and a little bit of sci-fi, romance novels when the fancy strikes me, online comics and a variety of mangas.
Fav Movies: Cabin in the Woods, Butterfly Effect, Fight Club, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Layer Cake, any Jet Li movie, any Disney movie, Snatch, Juno, anything with Johnny Depp, anything by Quentin Tarantino and lastly A Troll in Central Park. Currently I own over 200 movies and I download a lot as well.
Music: I listen to essentially everything. Some current favs right now (it changes every few months) are Ludacris, Katy Perry, PCD, Black Eyed Peas, Christina Aguilera, Disturbed, Rammstein, T-Pain, Outkast, Rihanna, Trace Adkins, Taylor Swift. I do listen to classical, soul/R&B, some heavier stuff, some really old stuff. I like it all I guess.
Right now anything with a beat is moving me. I take my music everywhere and movement is the song of my life so I need music to reflect that. It keeps me going.
Food: I love Asian food. Chinese, Korean, Japanese, Szechuan. If it comes with seafood and rice I'm in heaven. Fish and chicken. Ravioli. 80% dark chocolate. Strawberries and blue berries with just a little bit of whipping cream. Anything sweet. And tea, I love tea.
2: I couldn't do without my computer, I <3 it way too much even if it is a piece of junk. It has all my music and games and fun stuff on it.
3: I couldn't do without biting. Now, I know, that's a silly thing to put in here. But honestly, what would life be like if you couldn't have people bite you? Anywhere? Life would be a drear and sexually frustrated place indeed.
4: I just couldn't ever live without love. Love is truly what makes my world turn. I'm so sappy... But I can't help it.
5: Books. I can't live without books or some form of reading material. I drive through books like a maniac sometimes, 3-4 books a week. I read a lot.
6: Last, but not least, Water. And I don't mean "water" as in drinking water. I mean water as in oceans and rivers and lakes. Water is an amazing thing to me, I have a weird tie with water. If I ever need to expand my profile again to make that 100% mark, I'll expand on that.
And you should most definitely message me if you think conversation is sexy. Rawr.