The Inner Fire

My Orgasms are an Inner Fire:

My Orgasms: -5 shake, -1 crush, -4 get loud, -9 get frantic, 12 come easily, 12 come repeatedly, 2 make me pass out, -13 make me gush, 7 are internal, 5 dominate my stimulator, -9 can come in public, 0 can come from many partners, 1 can come from toys, and 1 can happen while being restrained.

Subtlest of them all, your orgasm is very personal. Your partner may not know what's going on, or if you're enjoying yourself, but you're likely to show your enjoyment through enthusiasm, seeking out these internal inferno experiences time and again. If your partner needs some kind of sign when you're in your throes, try gripping their arm. Chances are, it will be hard for them to shake you loose, since you're in such tight grips from your sexual combustion on the inside. Quite a severe, subtle, and relished orgasm indeed.

I think you are enjoying your orgasm a lot. I think though you should consider provoking it more. Some people can only experience orgasm just so intensely, and no more, and that's ok. If you're at this stage, you should continue to relish your internal world that explodes before you during your orgasms. But if you can, explore the idea of pressing forward. Intensify the stimulation, or increase the quality of it. Intensify your reflectiveness of your orgasm. If you make your mind like a room of orgasm mirrors, you'll set off an orgasmic chain reaction in your mind, little mental climaxes popping off everywhere. Let it sweep you off your feet and see how strong you can provoke it into being. And if its a shy beastie of an orgasm, find out exactly what it likes and give it lots of it :)