Down and Out

I guess this looks ok

You're the one that takes hours to get dressed becuase it is almost impossible for you to find something you think that you look good in. The thought of it is what makes you less than excited to get up in the morning. You feel pretty or good looking but you feel that if you just got a nip here or a tuck there you would/could be a knock out. You take compliments well as long as they aren't too over zelous and think you look good as long as you remember to apply your enhancements : Sunglasses, makeup, pushup, hat, etc. You know you can attract the opposite sex but you often spend time wondering if that person is eventually going to leave you for something better and you find yourself testing that other person until they either yell "Enough!" or they walk away, which you expected them to do in the first place. You feel like you have to have a significant other to feel good about yourself but you tend to be a little more selective when it comes to that other so that it makes it harder for you to find the person that you need to be with.

Down and out isn't as bad as you think. It's not that good either. You need to give yourself a break. You are as beautiful as they say you are. Stop checking your make-up every five seconds and you do look good in those jeans, thats why you bought them! You don't give yourself enough credit so now it's time to collect. When someone tells you how great you look don't make qualifications for yourself ("oh not really," "This dress is like 10 years old," "Are you serious, I'm a cow." "Make-up works wonders"). Instead the next time someone tells you how great you look say "Thank you" and more importantly, believe them. Whoever made you feel not as pretty is a liar and/or is jealous of the inner beauty that you exude. Erase the negative and drown in the positive.